痛み
What if the pain left me…? I wonder how that’ll feel. What if that great burden is lifted from my shoulders… I wonder how I’ll feel… Like a great storm has passed over me still leaving my being intact…Blood flows from my wrist making me a part of the world of ether…, a chained ghost who cannot stay in this world nor move on… Still tasting the feeling of Nirvana…I fall back on my bed gazing at the stars outside my window…
This world seems so meaningless, so do attachments, its inhabitants, people come and they go… The world moves on even without a slight shift…
Time… She is such an independent entity… Unshackled by anything… She just moves like the wind, not stopping for a moment to perceive the chaos she is causing… the anguish of so many souls… independent entities hardly care at all… They are hardly tied down by anything…
As Long As I'm Here
