Numb

I feel nothing as the katana is raised for the fatal blow...My mind is a blank sheet of paper...No thoughts, no emotions,no feelings... The ninja looks at me with pleading eyes...Yet I feel no compassion...I feel nothing at all...nothing at all...The sword flashes claret...solace...I feel my thoughts...now as  I see his severed head and the pool of crimson...My soul weeps...What have I done? The devil has taken over me again...