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Drip...drip goes my blood on the floor...they're watching...Are they watching me? What I do to myself? Do they really care? Is this the only way to release this pent up pain? This feels so wrong...yet it feels so deliciously right...And I give in to this temptation every night...This dark and deadly temptation comes to me only in the night...the pain threatens to surface and I release it with these blood streams...Pain has been gnawing at my heart ever since I can remember...I want to die but I am scared of what lies on the other side...It feels like nirvana when the blood leaves my wrist...but when I wake in the morning I feel like a beast hurting myself...Why does the world only watch? Only watch this deadly symphony of blood and blade...No one stops me...No one cares...
