Alone

My hands are outstretched in front of me. I put both my hands on the smooth cold glass. They’ve locked me inside again. I pull my teddy bear close to me for comfort. The nights feel so cold in an empty house. They say they love me but they're never there to comfort me during the night, the dark an cold...They leave me all alone with my fears... 

Its A Colorful World...

Breaking bondage To Freedom

She is chained...the sharp steel chain stark against the snow white of her feathers...She's chained to the ground...chained to the earth...kept away from her home, the azure sky...She screams indignation...at this insult to a child of the sky...She screams in frustration and fury...Rage seizes her limbs and she starts to flap her wings...Her wrist is bound to the ground in chains...She flies up towards the sky with fervor...her wings splayed...beating to the rhythm of her heart...She flies...Till she reaches the limit of the chain...as the chain struggles against her fervor to break free...her wrist chafes and starts to bleed...Droplets of blood curve around her forearm...She starts beating her wings with all her might...With a final thrust from her wings...she wrenches herself free...Finally the child of the sky is one with her home again... 

Mood Swings

My mind flashes crimson, jade, amber, ebony...Even white when feathers flutter through...solace...
I sigh again...I'm back home after The War...Yet it continues to haunt me...

As I Bleed

My heart lay suspended in mid-air above me.Bound by strange icy shackles.She could only watch,only watch as I lay bleeding. She wanted to help but cold frigid pain held her back.She screamed for me to stay but the harm was done.I had cut myself.And all she could do was watch...only watch as I bled...


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Solace Of my Heart

One step backwards...Two steps...Three steps...Tears glisten in my eyes as I see his face recede... I'm moving away from my the light in my life...How will I survive without him?...I turn around after his face disappears...I give way to unabashed weeping, I'm so alone...so so alone...The darkness and the coldness hits me right away...I drop to my knees in pain...My being wrecked with pain...Before long, I felt a gentle touch caress my soul...I looked up through my veil of tears...I saw my heart garbed in front of me...Without saying a word, a loving smile on her lips she embraces me...

I Am Pain's Violin

Pain plucks its bow on my heart,

My tears turn to blood,

As the aching increases,

My heart is numb,

I lie in a pool of blood now,

No one sees me here,

As I lay dying,

No one stops in their tracks to lift me....

Numb

I feel nothing as the katana is raised for the fatal blow...My mind is a blank sheet of paper...No thoughts, no emotions,no feelings... The ninja looks at me with pleading eyes...Yet I feel no compassion...I feel nothing at all...nothing at all...The sword flashes claret...solace...I feel my thoughts...now as  I see his severed head and the pool of crimson...My soul weeps...What have I done? The devil has taken over me again...  

Heart Analyzer

I stand in front of you. My legs are trembling as I stand here in front of you. I hold my heart in my hand. They call you a heart evaluator. They call you the 'wizened elder'. Yet you look so young. Now you're evaluating an old lady's heart humming a soft tune to yourself. My heart looks so small, compared to her. I could never have more love than her I thought. Now you look up with a bright smile and call me. It was finally my turn. "My,my" you said as you took my heart gingerly in yours, "Anjeline you're expression of love has increased double since you're last evaluation.This is incredible! Even adults take more than a lifetime for their capacity to love to increase in such a short time." I  was speechless and I  stood glowing there...warmth finally seeps in through my toes and my apprehension disappears...

The 'Real' Attention Seekers

They're everywhere...In the workplace now that you're working...Or the school you were in...These sort of people never leave your life...They're a staple right from childhood to adulthood... The ones I'm talking about? Well the wannabe celebs rich kids...The troubled teens...The 'cool and fashionable' as they call themselves...There are so many criterion for anyone to be a part of your group. They're friends are supposed to breath one particular sport (these days it's football) for the boys along with a hot girlfriend of course! For the girls, they should love make up, talk in fake accents...Be goody goody with everyone and stab them behind their back... Anyone who is not in this particular group...Is slandered at laughed at... If they tend to be righteous and stand up for things they believe in are ridiculed...Actually if we were to look a little closer, these 'point and laugh' people are the 'REAL' insecure ones...who are so addicted to attention...they'll do anything...even take a fall to get everyone's sympathies (has happened in my college)...they'll do anything to grab eyeballs...ANYTHING...